I am thankful for family. I am thankful for a mom that will host all of my crazy family at her house and provide food as well. I am thankful that she will take the time to get eggs and stuff them and have the big kids hide them. I am blessed with both of my parents. I had a good life. I really did. I should be extremely grateful for the life I was dealt. I really shouldn't complain.
I am stuck in this fear of the unknown. knowing that things need to change, hoping that things will change, praying that things will change, but questioning if they will change. I need to not be fearful and realize that I am not in control. my life is unmanageable, my life is chaotic right now, while level, inside it is swirling with questions.
this week is a new week, today is a new day. help me to look fear in the face and tell it to suck it. honestly, because I need all the strength I have to kick it in the face this week.
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